This is my first post, so I'm sorry if I missed out any warnings. Some if it is detailed.

( Can be triggering, talk of possible molestation by family members, use of word r**e, object use, sodomy, death of a child, depression, Self-harm, anxiety disorder, miscarriage if I missed anything I'm really sorry )

( triggering flashbacks and details of molestion )

( repeating memories and my abused boyfriend. )

is anyone else here a survivor of female/female SA?

i've commented on other's posts, but have not shared for myself yet. i just couldn't for awhile. i feel more comfortable now.

( cut for my story, attempted rape, anorexia, bipolar boyfriend, uncaring and narcissistic mother, uncaring father, attempted suicide, violent and depressed feelings and thoughts, talk about abortion after rape in school with fellow student )

( Going home where abuse took place/self-injury/eating disorder )

I'll spare everyone the novel that is my life story, but here is a little background and a current situation which is really getting to me. I would really appreciate anyone's advice or insight into this, since I don't have a lot of people in real life who can relate.

( cut for sexual/physical abuse, bullying, insane parents in denial, etc )

Hello. We're many people in one body, created as a result of "severe" trauma/abuse. ( cut for abuse story, incest, self harm )

Calloused or recovering? I dunno...

I just recently realised that I'm not effected by my sexual abuse. It makes me feel kinda sad, but I don't want to cut. I don't cry. It isn't disabling.

I was sexually abused for six months when I was 12. From ages 15 - 17 I would seek out men who wanted to do things to punish myself, make myself feel like a ( Read more... )

( cut for: rambling, Child abuse, mental disorders, verbal/emotional abuse, possible sexual abuse/incest, flashbacks, sibling abuse )